06.06.06

Although many regarded the dawning of 06.06.06 with extreme prejudice, I am not among them; I was sure it was going to be a good day.

In reality it was a GREAT day!

I received not one, not two, but THREE job interview calls! Cross a few fingers and some toes for me, please, because I'm really starting to worry about what kind of job I'll get if I'm still unemployed after a year. Sigh.

It's amazing how, even if you don't think you do it, you equate personal worthiness with employement.

Having sent out well over 500 resumes now I can personally attest to the feeling of rejection you encounter when you don't receive a response to a resume submission. After awhile, no matter how upbeat and positive you are, you will find yourself getting dragged down into the seething morass of self-pity, wallowing in depression and experiencing bad moods as a result.

I really need a job again so I can suffer with the normal "I hate my job" syndrome that affects 99.89% of happily employed workerbees. ;)